Bumped

I am so bumped I can't believe that I am this bumped. I got my marks and my average is about 76%. OMG. I should just give up on my dream, you know. I am more and more confused each day. I always promise myself that I will do better, yet that never happens. It's like something is against me or something. Like there is a bad omen that is out there waiting to get me or something. Why is it that i can't stop talking lots of shit for ya know. I get people to think that I am like the best english student out there, but then the dumpest people are getting higher marks than me. It's like every night I say to myself today is the day that you get your ass off the couch and do some work, but that never works out for me. I am still sitting there twenty minutes later wondering why i am still sitting there. Then to add on to all this shit I have the most unsupportive friends on earth. OMG it's like they live to put me down or something. They make themselves out to be all religious or something, while doing everything against religion that they could possibly do. Teacher who i thought cared about me don't. Teachers say that they like all students the same, but i believe that they are human and therefore they are biased to some degree. I don't know if my dream will come true or not, but I promise myself that starting right noe I am going to chang who I am. Cause I can't prove them right. I am not only fighting one, but a whole culture that is just waiting for me to fail you know. And I won't let them be victorius. I won't let them bring me down. There is still one report card to go and I will try my harderest to raise all coming up subjects, and spend all my time from noe on in the library just reading. That's all I have to say for now, but there will be more to come later.