life

I haven't posted for a while, but I just need time to be alone and think to my self. I am sooo stressed and don't know how I am still holding on to things. There are days were I want to give up on my school work, give up on my parents and there false expectation, give up on ever having a careet dat I love and enjoy. Nothing I do is good enough. I am always asked to do better, but I am done with all dat right now. Why is it that the only jobs that are worth regonition in this household are Doctors and Engineers. I suck in mathm and anything science related. I tell myself that I will work harder, but every day I don't. I tell myself that there will come a day when I show them all. ahhhh. I am confused.Extremely.